"Every book has an intrinsic impossibility, which its writer discovers as soon as his first excitement dwindles." -- Annie Dillard
Yes! This is where I am right now. I doubt it's even possible to do the amount of research I want to do to make sure I get everything right. And then I have to say something new on top of that?
I"ll be in my room crying into my beer. Or whatever would be most historically accurate and in character.